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tadi pagi lage sama breakfast club gw, makan spageti goreng n minum jeruk panas, ngalor ngidul ttg hal2 yg tidak penting d dunia kita ini. trus ga tau gmana, ngomongin soal cw.

i think its similar to the question which came first, the chicken or the egg?

knp cowo itu suka playboy? krn cw itu suka jual mahal. coba kalo cw itu ga jual mahal, kan jadinya cowo ga usah nyari2 lage ya ga?

Or…. is it the other way around…?? knp cw suka jual mahal? krn ga bisa bedain mana yg cowo playboy.

so…?? which came first?

Its not some crappy bullshit about ones inner beauty that counts. Once u pass that, theres one more poison u gotta take. Its accepting ones flaw, uglinest and bad habits is wat luv really is.

U want the goods… u gota b willing 2 take the bad…

Jadi kadang kaya beli kucing dalem karung aja haha…

Its a package deal! r u willing to take the chance and risk ur heart?

Maybe i should take my own advice and take a chance… Maybe i should not waste time and show my bad side first to c if she can take it… Maybe.. it would b less painful that way if she decides to pass, since there would b less emotional investment…

i had a very interesting conversation w/ one of my realtives the other day. well actually, N, shes my cousin, B, hes the husband. anyways, theyve been married for awhile. 2 kids, lucunya…. i mean, im not saying that their parents aint gud lookin, but their 2 kids… yg kakaknya cw, shes up-beat, funny, smart, pretty… adenya co, hes got that babyface type face, smart, witty…

anywho…. goin back to the topic of this blog i dono y im writing this down… but thats another story in another time… wat was i gonna say… oya… critanya tu ada gw, ade gw, N ama B. Since our parents were talkin only heaven knows in the other room, we "younger" generation decided to make our own conversation in an adjacent room. out of nowhere my bro started 2 ask to B, wen do u know its the rite time 2 get married? jeeezz….. i thought 2 myself… we r definitely gona b spendin da nite there, cause it was already around 10ish at nite.

tryin desperatly 2 make an already complicated story, uncomplicated… meaning im tired of typing… they said that intinya adalah bahwa u and ur partner is one entity, one statement, in agreement, which means that there is no contradiction. guard the entity from third party! third party could b friends, mertua, family..etc

a very simple example… B and N tinggal d mertua indah. one day ada tamu pas wiken. B likes to relax pas wiken. pas ada tamu, he still wears baju kebesarannya, which is kaos n mendek. the mertua thinks its impolite and kinda rude. so the mertua ask N if B punya baju yg bgs ga buat d rmh.

dsinilah masalah simple n kecil bisa terjadi. masing2 N and B have options that could escalate into war or… dredam and act like org waras.

pertama, N bisa bilang k B exactly wat her parents told her, which could make B sebel. or N bisa membela B n bilang k ortunya bahwa its wiken and thats its B’s relax day, but still tell B to dress more polite.

If N tells B exactly wat her parents told her, B could b upset n all hell brakes loose. or he could try n understand that it is actually third party voice, not N’s.

both N and B have the option untuk menjaga prasaan partner, menjaga entity, n separate third party voice dgn komunikasi. 

baiklah sodara2… tired of typing in this cloudy wed afternoon. hidup gaji buta!!!

They dont even know wat their talkin about

Everytime they open their mouth, nothin but bullshit come out

Im sick n tired of bullshit

My head is about to spontaneously break off from my neck

Let me out of here!!

how many chances do u give to the perfect one?

The world is upside down

Has the world gone mad?

Or have I missed the flight to saneville?

Y am I left behind?

I wanna shout

I wanna shout out loud

I wanna shout till my throat numbs

I wanna shout till I run out of voice

I wanna shout till no one hears me

I wanna shout till my insides are out

I wanna shout till the world ends

I wanna shout till its quiet

I wanna shout till im obsolete

Do u hear me?

Does anyone hear me?

Luv is not about power

Luv is not about control

Luv is not about money

Luv is about making the ultimate sacrifice

Luv is about trust

Luv is not a promise, its about commitment

Luv is about understanding

Luv is not about sex (well maybe a little)

Luv is not about wats convenience

Luv is not a social status

Luv is unconditional

Luv knows no religion or any boundaries

Luv only knows the heart

Luv is not perfect, but strives for it

Luv is one

Luv hurts

Luv hurts a lot

Luv hurts like a mother#$%@!!?

Luv is pain

Luv is not about winning or losing

Luv is about surrendering

Luv is about letting go of the steering wheel and let her drive

Luv is listening with your heart

Luv is shutting up and being patient when u wanna shout out loud

Luv is about learning

Luv is about improving urself

Luv is great

Luv makes u have wings n fly

Luv gives u extraordinary powers

All u need is luv is bullshit!! (u could use some cash and a place to live other than mertua indah)

Luv is transparent

Luv is selfish

Luv is demanding

Luv kills

Luv heals

Luv lifts you up wen

ur

down

Luv gives you support

Luv backs you up, no matter rite or wrong

Luv makes you weak

Luv is an addiction

Luv is a gamble

Is Luv worth it????